• In search of Safe haven

    Fire is roaring ,flames are dancing showing their skills, heat is rising as if coming from the pit of the earth’s belly, engulfing the night with …

    In search of Safe haven
  • In search of Safe haven

    Fire is roaring ,flames are dancing showing their skills, heat is rising as if coming from the pit of the earth’s belly, engulfing the night with smoke of misery, overtaking the breeze that once lulled everyone to sleep.
    Is it night, is it morning?!! The light is blinding. I hear the birds are singing. No wait. They are screaming!

    What once stood tall and together lies together in the ash.

    The ongoing massacre is being watch unknown to the attackers through two innocent ,helpless sleepy eyes , tugging close to it’s mother for comfort. For all it’s might will not save it’s family. It’s Heart is full of fear looking at the astonishing sight where the attackers barged into their home in the middle of the night. The mother hears her child’s belly roar with hunger , she looked down, the tiny figure inched closer ,petrified at the sight of it’s family, home being destroyed by attackers. The eyes searched it’s mother’s face , for some comfort and food. The mother knows no better she hears the howling and screaming through the air, petrified to move in any direction, all food is destroyed, the place that was their home is destroyed, her family is being uprooted. She can read the terror in those tiny eyes which are looking for some comfort and asking “ Why is this happening to us Ma?”, but she had no answer.

    Where once stood their home now lay the remains broken scattered across miles. The father is trying to protect it’s family, rushing towards the attackers with all might , he knows he has to give his all to save this family, his friends, their homes.

    The attackers seem to bring in more reinforcements where the might of the father seems nothing. The fire has spread slowly engulfing the homes of their beloved ones . They are hurt, they are scared , they are tired , tired of fighting to protect what is their the battle is lost. A tiny voice comes up, “ Ma, I want to eat I am hungry, I want to sleep in my bed” tears rolling down the eyes not sure if it’s out of sadness or fright. May be it is for both. Knowing what once was home is no more. Scared what will happen next , where will they go .

    The victims herd together shivering with fear on this warm summer night. What a heart breaking sight , the hunter and the hunted standing together, shaking with fear, with tears of blood drenching them, rendering them helpless, oh ,what a pitiful sight! Naked hungry at the mercy of their attackers whom they believed earlier to be full of love and kind.

    The attackers show no mercy. They enjoy their plight. Flashes are blurring the eyes, they are making videos and laughing at the sight.

    They believed the attackers loved them , cared for them , they were their pride. Unknown to them the attackers only love green, but a different shade of green that has a value bestowed by them.

    The victims wonder what did they do wrong ,how oh mighty why do we face your angry song. What did the two day old elephant calf do wrong or the mother deer who just delivered her fawn, who did not even get a chance to see it dance. Forcing them out of the place that once they called home, their safe haven.

    Slowly the fire is dousing, grey smoke enveloped the sky, at the horizon the sun is rising, eager to hear the beautiful song sung by the birds every morning. Oddly it is silent. A deafening silence .
    The birds have lost their will to sing. At the distance dark clouds gather ,but the peacock has forgotten to rejoice and dance.

    The victims ask, “Oh human we thought you love the green”, the response they got “ Oh yes, I do , but it’s the different green”
    “Are you deaf ,don’t you hear the our pleadings our cries , why destroy the family and home, of the innocent and helpless when you already have enough?

    “Enough is never enough. Do you not hear the sweet music of development , employment ,livelihood for my people and of course money clicking in my account. What is your contribution apart from giving joy to our hearts with you mere antics and sudden appearances during a busy day in our life ?”

    “For bigger good , bigger sacrifice is needed, consider it a blessing that you are part of the big history. Go on find a different place for this land is blessed to take the Mankind to higher places.”

    The victims cry together, “Oh supreme ones, nothing goes unnoticed, what goes ,comes back! The universe witnesses this cruelty that Mankind has gifted to the other living beings. Snatching ,destroying what is for all .Oh the supreme ones, remember there will always be some one more supreme than you! You are supreme only till the time they arrive! It’s time to rename you to ManUnkind for you have forgotten what is to be kind. You need to be retaught what it truly means to be kind. You are not the humans that we knew anymore , for humans have humanity, what you possess is sheer evil!

    Remember , the nature unleashes it’s wrath with time.

    We wish you relearn your kindness and earn back your name as Mankind by being part of something that is even bigger that this history to define!”

    As the Sun rose to its peak , the fire doused, wilderness disappeared, hiding further deep while they can still, not knowing when this will again be snatched, the mother elephant cuddled it’s frightened calf thanking the almighty for having her little one safe with her. The father joined them, agony in their hearts they wailed . They huddled together holding each other as close as possible ,for they don’t know what happens again tomorrow. The warmth of love and safety washed over the frightened calf. It held on to both it’s parents grateful to still have them. As sleep washed over them, they all dreamt the same ,lush green trees dancing to the tunes of the breeze. The air is filled with the woody oak smell and, birds chirping in harmony creating a new tune every now and then, a narrow path next to the river taking them to the paradise where once stood their homeland.

  • Which food , when you eat it instantly transports you to childhood?

    Daily writing prompt
    Which food, when you eat it, instantly transports you to childhood?

    Well there are so many food items something as grand as mom made chicken curry rice to simple rice and ghee . But the one that really transports me to childhood is Lychees. they take me back to my best summer days when my favorite uncle used to get them specially for me. checkout-https://smsanghamitra.blog/2025/06/21/in-search-of-safe-haven/ thanks

  • In search of Safe haven

    Fire is roaring ,flames are dancing showing their skills, heat is rising as if coming from the pit of the earth’s belly, engulfing the night with smoke of misery, overtaking the breeze that once lulled everyone to sleep.
    Is it night, is it morning?!! The light is blinding. I hear the birds are singing. No wait. They are screaming!

    What once stood tall and together lies together in the ash.

    The ongoing massacre is being watch unknown to the attackers through two innocent ,helpless sleepy eyes , tugging close to it’s mother for comfort. For all it’s might will not save it’s family. It’s Heart is full of fear looking at the astonishing sight where the attackers barged into their home in the middle of the night. The mother hears her child’s belly roar with hunger , she looked down, the tiny figure inched closer ,petrified at the sight of it’s family, home being destroyed by attackers. The eyes searched it’s mother’s face , for some comfort and food. The mother knows no better she hears the howling and screaming through the air, petrified to move in any direction, all food is destroyed, the place that was their home is destroyed, her family is being uprooted. She can read the terror in those tiny eyes which are looking for some comfort and asking “ Why is this happening to us Ma?”, but she had no answer.

    Where once stood their home now lay the remains broken scattered across miles. The father is trying to protect it’s family, rushing towards the attackers with all might , he knows he has to give his all to save this family, his friends, their homes.

    The attackers seem to bring in more reinforcements where the might of the father seems nothing. The fire has spread slowly engulfing the homes of their beloved ones . They are hurt, they are scared , they are tired , tired of fighting to protect what is their the battle is lost. A tiny voice comes up, “ Ma, I want to eat I am hungry, I want to sleep in my bed” tears rolling down the eyes not sure if it’s out of sadness or fright. May be it is for both. Knowing what once was home is no more. Scared what will happen next , where will they go .

    The victims herd together shivering with fear on this warm summer night. What a heart breaking sight , the hunter and the hunted standing together, shaking with fear, with tears of blood drenching them, rendering them helpless, oh ,what a pitiful sight! Naked hungry at the mercy of their attackers whom they believed earlier to be full of love and kind.

    The attackers show no mercy. They enjoy their plight. Flashes are blurring the eyes, they are making videos and laughing at the sight.

    They believed the attackers loved them , cared for them , they were their pride. Unknown to them the attackers only love green, but a different shade of green that has a value bestowed by them.

    The victims wonder what did they do wrong ,how oh mighty why do we face your angry song. What did the two day old elephant calf do wrong or the mother deer who just delivered her fawn, who did not even get a chance to see it dance. Forcing them out of the place that once they called home, their safe haven.

    Slowly the fire is dousing, grey smoke enveloped the sky, at the horizon the sun is rising, eager to hear the beautiful song sung by the birds every morning. Oddly it is silent. A deafening silence .
    The birds have lost their will to sing. At the distance dark clouds gather ,but the peacock has forgotten to rejoice and dance.

    The victims ask, “Oh human we thought you love the green”, the response they got “ Oh yes, I do , but it’s the different green”
    “Are you deaf ,don’t you hear the our pleadings our cries , why destroy the family and home, of the innocent and helpless when you already have enough?

    “Enough is never enough. Do you not hear the sweet music of development , employment ,livelihood for my people and of course money clicking in my account. What is your contribution apart from giving joy to our hearts with you mere antics and sudden appearances during a busy day in our life ?”

    “For bigger good , bigger sacrifice is needed, consider it a blessing that you are part of the big history. Go on find a different place for this land is blessed to take the Mankind to higher places.”

    The victims cry together, “Oh supreme ones, nothing goes unnoticed, what goes ,comes back! The universe witnesses this cruelty that Mankind has gifted to the other living beings. Snatching ,destroying what is for all .Oh the supreme ones, remember there will always be some one more supreme than you! You are supreme only till the time they arrive! It’s time to rename you to ManUnkind for you have forgotten what is to be kind. You need to be retaught what it truly means to be kind. You are not the humans that we knew anymore , for humans have humanity, what you possess is sheer evil!

    Remember , the nature unleashes it’s wrath with time.

    We wish you relearn your kindness and earn back your name as Mankind by being part of something that is even bigger that this history to define!”

    As the Sun rose to its peak , the fire doused, wilderness disappeared, hiding further deep while they can still, not knowing when this will again be snatched, the mother elephant cuddled it’s frightened calf thanking the almighty for having her little one safe with her. The father joined them, agony in their hearts they wailed . They huddled together holding each other as close as possible ,for they don’t know what happens again tomorrow. The warmth of love and safety washed over the frightened calf. It held on to both it’s parents grateful to still have them. As sleep washed over them, they all dreamt the same ,lush green trees dancing to the tunes of the breeze. The air is filled with the woody oak smell and, birds chirping in harmony creating a new tune every now and then, a narrow path next to the river taking them to the paradise where once stood their homeland.

  • Do you remember your favorite book from childhood?

    The little princess by Frances Hodgkin Burnett.Somehow I was deeply impacted by the strength and resilience that the main character showcased when she lost all,accepted it with grace and yet helped people around her with whatever resources she had all with her head held high like a true princess♥️

  • Messy waves and some cold tea please…

    My head hurts , I try to remove my scrunchie from my messy bun God it’s tangled bad! so bad that I think I might have to cut of a chunk of my hair to clear this up. I don’t remember the last time I combed my hair may be three days back or maybe last week , does it even matter now! A 2 minute shower feels like a luxury these days

    I need to use the washroom but am prohibited. I don’t recollect having my meal on time or sipping my ususally favorite hot tea.”I Quit!” I can hear myself repeating this in my head again and again.All these changes creeped into my life as soon as my new boss entered my life 6 months back. My baby ,my beautiful little girl. As I see her howling in my arms,nothing I do comforts her.She just had a scrumptious meal, got her diaper cleaned for the 5th time.She has been in my arms the entire time, yet nothing seems to satisfy her.Every Attempt is rejected with a deep wail implying you can do better.I try to sooth her, sing a lullaby or make up a silly game which catches her eye for a while and finally she breaks into a slight smile. While we play this new game on the rotating chair, I curse the moment when I decided to turn on the left instead of right which was for some reason so amusing, and like a fire siren she is on again as if her merry world just collapsed .

    Just then my husband comes and picks her up and voila! she is all cheerful as if she never ever cried! I tell my husband ” oh she hates me”. I am the one who birthed her yet she hates me ” My husband says,” you are being silly , why dont you finish your tea I will take care of her for a while”

    “Thank you” I say and head towards my tea , too tired to reheat it, I end up sipping on the almost cold tea. It’s been exactly 3 minutes when I hear her wail again which automatically sets me out of my chair rushing to check what happened again. I reach the door and see two small arms out stretched towards me, pleading eyes begging me to pick her up. Secretly I am happy that she want’s me yet again!

    I gently take her in my arms and within two minutes she goes all silent . At first I did not pay attention , but the silence grew too unbearable which instantly transformed into a scare to check if she’s alright and is breathing fine. I let out a sigh of relief and caress her face realizing that I am her safe haven.

    As I look at her face a train of thoughts start running in my mind. She is 6 months old and I need to go back to work! Fear rising in my chest how am I going to train her to be away from me , how will she nap without me or even eat her meals .I know she plays with her nanny in my absence but her eyes keep searching for me , and the moment they spot me she goes hysterical only with the hope of being with me and she doesn’t care about anything. It is a difficult choice that I have to make . And I soon realise it’s not just her who is to be trained , I need to be trained too! I need to be trained to not look out for those cute cubby hands and try and hold them every five mins, I need to train to control myself and not run to put her down for your nap when the nanny fails. I need to stop going to her room and checking if you are smiling,happy and content .

    Everyone advises about how the baby needs to be sleep trained, don’t let the separation anxiety set in, children will get used to it. Nobody spoke about the pain that a working mother faces in learning to let go , let go of things which may be small for others but huge for her like those soft sighs that the sleepy baby gives when a mother picks her up knowing she is in safe arms or the sudden necessity the child feels to touch her mother’s face or when the mother’s heart breaks on hearing the baby cry when she refuses to go to anyone but stay with the most important person.

    Oh! it’s cruel to choose cause I need to set an example for you! i don’t want you to ever feel that a women needs to give up her career to raise her children cause if I do so, so you will do the same. You should know there is always an option and it varies from person to person and all of it is ok.There’s nothing right or wrong in choosing a baby over career or choosing to juggle between and try to get the best of both worlds. Both the mothers are trying hard and none of them had it easy. World needs to stop putting a mother over another, stop passing judgements that you do enough or not.

    Know that you will always be enough for your child for they know nothing beyond you. Stop being soo harsh on yourself and enjoy the time spent in cuddling them. So here’s to embracing the messy buns and cold tea for this is a new colour to my personality and it is more than beautiful than any other! Let’s juggle!

  • What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like?

    Connecting with self, digital cut off , drinking my favourite tea & admiring my garden ♥️That 1hr feels too short😄

  • What makes a good leader?

    Bloganuary writing prompt
    What makes a good leader?
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    A leader should be like water. Agile, free flowing , deep and making way for others. Like water nourishes life , helps them survive, a leader needs to nurture their people and give them opportunity to grow.

    A true leader is never a self declared leader. The essence of a true leader lies in their humility, empathy and the desire to do good for all and not just for themselves.

    Every individual is a leader in their own way in different situation in their life , probably even without trying to be one. At home ,as parents, you are the leaders,: you are showing the way of life to your children. At your work you are inspiring someone to be like you, you are a Leader.

    A good leader is the one with whom you feel connected , you can approach them , who has your back, who shares your failures and shares his success, they inspire you, they ignite the desire in you to do something meaningful with your life. They make you want to be brave like them , understand people and their emotions, be rational. They are willing to look through other’s lens. They are not the ones to play the blame game when things are spiralling down. They don’t expect to be treated like kings, but will be happy to work along with their people at the grass root level. They don’t just give out a problem to be solved, they sit with you and help you to find the solution. A “Good Leader” is leading you to your excellence and bringing out your leadership.

  • When I felt loved…

    Bloganuary writing prompt
    Can you share a positive example of where you’ve felt loved?

    When I came into this world I felt loved, when I took my first steps I felt love, when I started to grow and excel in everything I attempted , I felt love , Love that made my soul wet like the sea waves. Then came a time life decided to make me try it’s different flavor. When nothing seemed to go the way you wanted or you felt that you ended up being a disappointment for your loved ones, at that point the support that my parents and siblings showed was love. When I had forgotten what it felt like to be adored , valued , felt depressed and unwanted, with no motivation in life, tiny fingers held my hand , with a toothless grin, demanded I put him to sleep in my arms, watching him dream away to my lullaby I felt love! When my partner fought with me to break my limitations and pushed me to go and grab the world with my bare hands, I felt LOVE ❤